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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 || Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Wooooo....It finally over... waited so long for this day...my freedom is back... hahaha... like so excited....there are so many things that i want to do...nothing much to post liao... :)
Friday, November 07, 2008 || Friday, November 07, 2008
Hi... suppose to wait until 11 nov than post one... since i am free than i will post bah...Yesterday went out as belle wanted a farewell dinner... Actually it was suppose to be a happy occasion but in the end i feel the that the feeling there was so tense... It really spoilt my mood eventually... can't really take so i went out for a breather... It was the first time than i suddenly felt so gulity as if i did something wrong.. . but actaully i did... I'm sorry that i stood u all up as i already promise to meet u all first but in the end... sorry... It seems that everyone was angry wif she and me... but i am really sorry... actually thought of having a happy day out one as it was the last time we can have a meal wif belle... its lyk donno when than we can meet her again... but in the end, everything was like a screwed up... hais... our friendship is really getting rocky lor... we are really drifting apart but i can do nothing... felt really useless... i really treasure this friendship and how i wish we could get back to the past where our friendship was really strong not as bad as what it is now... i know we have all different views in everything... some may think lyk this and some may think the other way... i feel that there is lyk a plane glass inbetween of all of us... we are so close but yet so far apart... i think once next year comes, everybody will go their seperate ways and we will never contact each other again... Its really sad to see that our 4 years friendship just end like this... we sometimes really need to give and take... some of us have always been giving, and some is always taking... its not balance, that's why our friendship become like this... its all fate... since we have to end it when we leave secondary sch than be it... i think most of us have done our part in maintaing this friendship alr... its seems lyk 4 years is too short... we don't really seems to know each other... there is a secret in everybody than you just won't tell each other... perhaps its really private that you don't wanna share.... maybe...i donno...Da gong zhu: Since i came to know you, you are very quiet and not that outspoken... but after this years, you are more talkative... a very sweet, caring kind-hearted gal...:)Er gong zhu: I know when we were sec 1 and 2 we did not like you but over this 2 years we really treat you as one of us... but i just felt that you maybe haven walk out of that shadow... but its ok... you just lack of confident...must jia you...:)San gong zhu: We have knew each other since primary sch... but we knew each other even better when we entered sec sch...you are really a great friend and i will support whatever decision you make... :)Si gong zhu: You are a good gal but you are leaving soon... would really miss you when you leave... although sec1 and 2 we are in the same class but from the first time i saw you i knew that u would make a great friend... take care:)Wu gong zhu: You are just like a mummy to us... take care of us and so... haha... you maybe a little nasty sometimes but its fine with me... :)Qi gong zhu: You are the best listener... thank you for lending me ur listening ear... i think we come to know each other better when we study together... thanks for everything...:)
